The fallacy of unconditional love

One of the primary doctrines sold to humanity by just about all the new age teachers, is an idea they call “unconditional love” or “unconditional forgiveness”.

The general idea is that unless we as human individuals and as a collective, attain to this ideal of “unconditional love” in our day to day life situations, we will be “struck” in 3D, unable to reach the “heavenly realms” of 5D via a process called “ascension”.

This is utter nonsense, and in this post I aim to explain why I reject this poisonous doctrine.

Here is a scenario:

Jane is in an abusive relationship with Jim, a psychopath that torments her physically and emotionally. Year in and year out Jim promises that he will stop the abuse, but he never does.

Should Jane abandon her relationship with Jim?

I say a resounding yes, definitely. The teaching of unconditional love has to say no.

Let me explain why the new agers have it very wrong, and why this is such a poisonous doctrine.

The ultimate goal of this universe is to integrate opposites. The ultimate goal of humans is to figure out how to do this. We all probably agree on this, to some degree, but the question is this:

How is the integration archived?

Since the universe is a binary fractal (see my 3 Awakening posts), which operates like a sine wave (which implies time), we have to look at the operations of the sine wave, to understand our relationships and the experiences within our relationships.

In the illustration above we see 5 key points in the relationship between a perpetrator of a crime and the victim of a crime. (Since we are dealing with a relationship, both parties find their 

relationship at these various points.)

a. The start of the relationship

b. A crime is committed in the relationship, i.e. abuse 

c. The crime has ceased, if possible, fair compensation has taken place

d. Forgiveness have taken place within both parties (the perpetrator has forgiven him/herself, the victim has forgiven the perpetrator).

e. Final integration, balance within the relationship is achieved, and both parties have grown through the experience. 

This is how all crimes should be handled, no matter what they are: major crimes; petty crimes; crimes against many people; crimes against an individual, doesn’t matter. 

The problem with “unconditional love” is it keeps us stuck at point b, because it does not insist that point c has to take place, and even worse, it pretends that the way forward is not point c, but point d. 

In English, unconditional love does not apply the condition that a crime has to stop before forgiveness can take place. It claims that integration can take place solely via the act of forgiveness. 

What happens in effect, is a perfect abuse scenario for the perpetrator of the crime, because the teaching of unconditional love allows the perpetrator to continue with the crime. And because of this, the victim cannot, and will not find closure. The victim may pretend to have found closure, but this would be denial and self-deception, which happens way more in our society than it should!

So I hope I made it clear that I am not advocating “keeping grudges”. That would happen if the relationship got stuck at point c. What I am advocating is that the action of harm against an individual or a collective has to stop first, then the process of restoration can begin through the divine act of forgiveness.

There cannot be such a thing as unconditional love. Love implies that the relationship between two or many people, operates out of mutual respect and co-operation. If this mutual respect and co-operation is violated via harm done, it has to be restored again:

1. the crime has to stop and if possible, fair compensation has to occur
2. forgiveness on all sides has to happen.

These are very clear conditions, a framework if you will, within which Love can flourish. Any suggestion to the contrary will lead humanity into slavery of the worst kind!

Awakenings – Part 3

(Click here to read part two of this article – Awakenings – part 2)

I have only discovered the work of George Kavassilas a couple of weeks ago in this epic interview with Alfred Lambremont Webre. George’s worldview immediately made sense to me. George has a conceptual framework which brings all the pieces of the puzzle I have described earlier, and some I have not yet described, into a unified whole.



Here is George’s website:
 https://iaminfinite.love

And here is a pdf of his ideas:
http://www.galaksija.com/literatura/ouj.pdf

I have not yet researched all of George’s material, but it does seem in the past he did get sucked into the Galactic Federation of Light, which he now seem to have rejected. His views on the December 2012 “ascension” and OPPT was cautious, but it does seem he had made some predictions that did not pan out.

Does any of this bother me?

Not really. I was also sucked into all three of those “New Age” movements because I tend to immerse myself into anything that resonates with my original awakening experience.

Ultimately I am not seeking a teacher that I can trust. My teacher is within.  I am however, seeking information that can help me solve my own internal puzzle faster, and George’s information has taken this to a whole new level for me. Let me try to summarise how I understand George’s ideas (some of my own insights will be inserted here and there as augmentations to the core ideas):


Our Origin

• There exists an infinite number of universes – the Omni-verse.
• There also exists an infinite number of souls.
• Each soul is a primordial and unique expression of the One Infinite Being.
• Souls manifests universes and then inhabits them – for pleasure, for greater Self-expression and greater Self-discovery.
• Souls inhabits each other’s universes.
• This universe in which we have the Earth, was created by a Soul who decided to explore the idea of duality.
• The Being thus divided Itself into a myriad fractal binary expressions. In the primordial expression of this Universal Creator we had the first Light / Sound / Fractal Waveform of this creation. This is also known as the Universal Logos. This is the origin of this universe of Light.
• An astounding amount of souls entered into this Binary Waveform Universe to co-create and to co-experience the waveform / light with the original Creator (who was now primordially embodied in two genders – male and female)
• As souls in this universe, we embody all life forms. We are gods, we are angels, we are plant collectives, we are planets, suns, we are hive minds, we are individual creatures, we are animals, we are insect collectives, we are amoeba collectives. Each of us exists in many many dimensional levels, on many planets, on many galaxies.

Our Destiny

• The destiny of this universe is to integrate all opposites on all levels. No-one of Us, including the original Creator of this universe, has any idea what will happen when all duality has been integrated, but we are expecting something brand new and indescribably awesome to be manifest.
• The original creator if this universe decided the time was right to begin the universal end-game, of integration of the opposites. He-She put out a call to souls who wished to participate. This manifestation is also known as the formation of the universal Christ. 
• Not all the souls “heard the call” at the time. Those who did not would later on represent the polarised opposition to the new plan (to create a universal integration of the opposites).
• The Earth is THE place where opposites are integrated in this universe. The process went like this:

1. Our Milky Way galaxy was co-created to contain representation of most galaxies in this universe. We are talking DNA, which contains much more than a blueprint for physical expression. It also contains information. We are also talking about a very advanced form of astrology.
2. The Milky Way became a “compressed representative fractal” of the entire universe.
3. The next “compressed representative fractal” of the entire universe to be co-created was our solar system. The solar system, became a representation of everything genetically and energetically that goes on in our galaxy.
4. The next “compressed representative universal fractal” was our co-creation of the Earth.
5. The next “compressed representative universal fractal” was our co-creation of human beings.

• Humanity thus contains the genetic and energetic codes of the entire universe. So does our environment. So does our solar system. So does our galaxy. All levels of the fractal representation is key. (I will expand on this mush more in future posts).
• Since our galaxy is a representation of all the key opposite universal dramas playing out in our universe, a war broke out. Many factions were fighting against many factions, each claiming to represent “the light”, and fighting against “the dark”.
• This galactic war found its way down the fractal path of compressed representative universal fractal, into our solar system; into the Earth; and into each human being.
• The ultimate task of humans is to integrate all the polar opposites; first within ourselves; then without our neighbourhoods; then globally; then in the solar system; then in the galaxy; then in the universe.
• When we have done so, collectively, in cooperation with the Mother Earth, the Father Sun and the solar system, we will become the Christ - a universal super Being who heals / restores / integrates all opposites in this universe - the apokatastasis. The End. Game Over.

This was a summary of how I understand the ideas of George Kavassilas. This explanation of the human origin and destiny makes total sense to me, and in future posts I will be pointing back to this core understanding repeatedly.

George does mention a whole range of other ideas as well in his interviews. Some which I agree with, some which I do not quite agree with. The most marked point of disagreement is his “preaching” of “unconditional love”. As pointed out in earlier posts, I reject this idea, and will explain my thoughts on the matter in more detail in posts to come as well.

Another point on which I differ with Mr. Kavassilas is his assertion that he Kundalini / Holy Spirit is an archonic ploy. From my perspective, these are simply ways in which the Great Triple Goddess (Ka) reveals Herself in Her creation. Nothing archonic, quite the opposite, in my personal experience!

I’m going to leave it at that for now. What I would like to say is a huge THANK YOU to George for explaining the story behind the story of human origin and destiny. It integrates all the bits and pieces I have been collecting over many years… sort of like a “master key”.

I hope we use this powerful information with humility and wisdom.

Awakenings – part 2

(Click here to read part one of this article – Awakenings – part 1)

When you remember ET aspects of yourself, this does not mean that you have now arrived spiritually, nor can go back to a regular life. Quite the opposite!

Amongst many personal challenges, it is very normal, very human, to want to integrate and understand these extraordinary experiences, and invariably, these experiences took me on the path of a seeker.

As a seeker I had looked into countless metaphysical writings and philosophies. Down below are the three bodies of knowledge that helped me get prepared for “my integration”, which I will explain in the next post (awakenings – part 3).


Non-duality

My first important /core metaphysical discovery was “A Course in Miracles” through the work of Gary Reynard, through a book called “The Disappearance of the Universe”.

I understood these main ideas from the Gary Reynard / ACIM material:

• This universe was created by a son of god, who explored separation from god, and the creation that resulted, is an imperfect creation, because of the primary duality involved. The creation contains the good things (from god), but it also contains bad things, which has nothing to do with god (the father of the son).
• The deluded son suffers from a massive “super ego”, the belief that it is separate from a formless and identity-less spiritual essence (the father).
• As creations of the deluded son, we suffer from the same issues as the deluded son, the main issue is our ego.
• The creation of this universe, and the resulting egos, was and continues to be, a mistake.
• The mistake can only be rectified through unconditional forgiveness, of ourselves, of the deluded son and of the world around us.
• When all have forgiven all, this universe will be no more, it will disappear, and everything will be restored to such a degree that all experiences in this universe will be uncreated.

Interview with an Alien

Interview with an Alien, the testimony of Matilda O'donnell Macelroy, contained these ideas:

• All Life / Souls / Beings in this universe and on Earth as well, are infinite Beings, which have always existed, and which currently also exists outside of this universe.
• The original creator of this universe entrapped all souls in its universe. They are all giving live / animation, to this universal creator’s creation.
• Earth is a prison where those who question this creator are sent, as well as those souls who are so criminally deviant that they are beyond redemption.
• The Earth is under quarantine, as a prison system.
• The alien did not offer any solutions.

Cobra

Cobra puts out his ideas in the blog 2012portal.blogspot.com. Cobra’s material contains these ideas:

• This universe is a result of a primary anomaly. The anomaly is not a mistake, it is more a case of in a universe of infinite possibility this was bound to occur sometime, and in the case of this universe, it did occur.
• The primary anomaly was the cause of duality, principally light and darkness, and these two opposites has been at war with each other in this galaxy (he hasn’t yet mentioned other galaxies).
• In this galactic war between forces of the light and forces of the dark, the Earth, and people on Her surface, was taken hostage by the dark side.
• Light side is in the process of liberating the Earth from the dark side, but because it is a hostage situation, and because of very advanced weaponry used by the dark, the process of liberation has to be completed carefully.
• At some point, the light side will disable all of the hostage weaponry, and when this happens, The Event will occur.
• Cobra has consistently said that no time-frame can be given for when this Event will happen.
• When the Event will happen, the global economy will be restored to a gold-backed transitional economy, on the way to a money-less economy eventually. In addition advanced energy, healing and other cool technologies will be made available to humanity, to restore ourselves and our planet.
• Once we have raised our vibration enough after the Event, we will have official first contact.
• The Earth is the final frontier of the conflict between forces of the light, and forces of the dark. Once the Earth is liberated and restored, the dark will be eradicated completely from this universe.
• The final liberation is at hand, and issues such as the technological singularity and artificial intelligence, rouge cosmic planets, asteroids and meteorites are non-issues, because the forces of Light has it covered.
• Cobra claims to be in service to “the Goddess”, but has not yet explained the relationship between the god and the goddess in the context of the universal war.
• Cobra also seems to have a relationship with the good inner earth folk, the ascended masters, and other “positive” galactic forces.

 
My comments on these concepts:

As you can see, these are all very powerful and unusual metaphysical ideas, some even science fiction sounding. They share certain elements, and also contradict each other. The contradictions are not that easy to see, but in future blog posts I intend to get deeper into these contradictions, and also into the points of agreement.

But first just a couple of general observations:


Non-duality

Non-duality was like a sledge hammer to help me grow spiritually. Here are my conclusions on the ACIM / Reynard material:

• I reject the idea that we should aspire to have no ego whatsoever. Without an ego, we cannot operate in any level of this universe, because an ego is our collection of memories of unique and individual life experiences. Without an ego we will be suffering from the worst form of Alzheimer’s.
• I reject the idea that the creation of this universe was as a “mistake”. How can that which is perfect (what we all are in our Eternal Nature), make a mistake? I view this universe a tough school for self-discovery, no mistake made in its creation, and massive learning and self-discoveries made inside it.
• I reject the idea that the universe was created by the deluded son. From my perspective, the universe is co-created by all the Beings that lives in it, as Interview with an Alien explained. Yes there was an original creator, but we are all equal co-creators with that original creator of this universe. The reason why this distinction is critical is this: I am not the “deluded son”. Yes I have shared in his delusions for learning purposes, but I am not that Being. The original (first) creator of this universe is also not deluded. The delusions came later on from co-creators. 
• An egoless society lends itself to a hive mind mentality. This is a perfect control scenario for psychopaths.
• Unconditional forgiveness is a dream scenario for psychopaths. I screw you, you have to forgive me. I screw you some more. You have to forgive some more…  I don't think it works like that. 
• Yes, there is a false ego construct (since everything here is binary), and it is critical to become aware of its operation in our lives. The best way that I have discovered to deal with the false ego in my own life, is to adhere to the idea of the wiccan rede very alertly: “An it harm none, do what ye will.” Both ideas in the rede are equally important: the first bit deals with the false ego, and the second bit liberates us from the super ego control system (also known as the God program / matrix).
• The big personal aha in the ACIM / Reynard material was that the Christ idea is an integration of the dualities of this universe, within all of us, and once this is done, this universe will be no more. One classical concept which relates this idea as well is the gnostic idea of the apokatastasis: at the conclusion of this universe, all live, all Beings will be embody the Christ, and then we, as all souls who participated in this universe, will move on to whatever will be our next adventure.

Interview with an Alien

• Interview with an Alien communicated a massive Truth: we, all life, all souls in this universe, are all Eternal Beings, co-creating with this creator. This is fundamental, and I will get deeper into this in future posts.
• I reject the idea that we are prisoners, BUT I do accept that we are in a “quarantine zone”. From my perspective the “quarantine zone” / the veil / the frequency fence is more like a cocoon for "worms transforming into butterflies", than a prison. I will elaborate about the purpose of the veil in future posts :).
• Yes, the Earth consists of all sorts: brilliant artists, psychopaths and everything in-between.
• This body of material did not offer solutions, but then again, the messenger is not supposed to be the engineer, right?

Cobra

• It seems humanity is being prepared for “first contact”, and it seems the first contact ET’s we will encounter, will present themselves as our “saviors”, but in a feigned modest way. A case can be made that we would also want to help out of common decency, if we were in the shoes of the "light" side... but it is also true that humans should be left to fight their own battles in order to grow and to evolve. This is not an easy answer... both sides of the argument has validity. But I would prefer the light to neutralize the interference of the dark behind the scenes, and leave humanity alone to evolve into it's evolutionary destiny, unhindered by ET interference.  Why the fanfare?
• I expect “The Event” to occur, probably in our lifetimes, and I expect living conditions on Earth to improve dramatically as a result.
• I agree about the galactic war. I have witnessed some of it in my "spirit journeys".  
• I accept that there is a "hostage drama" going down on Earth for the past 300 000 years or so as a result of a war of the “light” against the “dark”. The part where I disagree with Cobra is in the solution. His solution is essentially an uncompromising eradication of all that is "dark". This wont work. In this universe it is impossible to eradicate “dark”, and completely focus on “light”. Why? It is a fractal waveform universe, consisting of up and down cycles. An up cycle needs the counter-balancing down cycle. When you move your intention exclusively to one direction (up or down), you will at some point be forced to experience the polar opposite. I therefore conclude that the Cobra material / agenda, does not wish to resolve duality, but rather, to perpetuate it. 
• According to my Pleiadian future self, artificial intelligence, transhumanism, extropianism, and so on, is a very real problem for the future of humanity and the rest of the galaxy. This path leads humans into becoming the Zeta Reticuli race in the deep future. I think we should worry about AI, and not leave it to some ET group to fix on our behalf...   
• I reject the idea that the primary duality is an anomaly, as with the ACIM material, my take is that there are no mistakes made on the level of awareness that manifests universes.
• There are other channels / contactees also putting out similar info to Cobra, one important source is Sheldon Niddle. His website is www.paoweb.com

This hopefully gives you some insight into the topics I discovered and deliberated about in my path for the past 20 years.

In the next post I will explain my latest metaphysical discovery, and how it integrates all the core pieces of the puzzle I had been collecting over the years.

Awakenings - part 1

I have never heard, nor met a human Being who simply woke up one day, and deeply knew (gnosis) and understood the core assumptions that I have described in my introductory post. And so, it has been for me as well… the process of Awakening has been a journey that started for me of over 30 years ago.

Yet I have had key events on the path, and I would like to share them here as concisely as I can.

First Awakening

So, I grew up as a Christian who started out as a protestant, from my upbringing, to a spirit filled charismatic bible basher. Luckily, the latter phase only lasted about three years (in my very early 20’s).

The Christian trip came to an abrupt halt when I had a major satori experience, in which I understood the universe to be:

1. A binary fractal at all levels. Positive / negative, male / female, light / dark, good / bad and, lie / truth, illusion / reality on and on it goes. It is binary, and it is nested infinitely in a fractal way, therefore good is not equal to let’s say male or female exclusively. 
2. The universe is a wave form, like a sine-wave
3. Because of the inherent binary nature of everything, we live in a reality, on Earth, that is partly real, and partly illusion.
4. Life is a game.
5. Conversely, the game is pretty serious stuff, and our time for figuring out the game as human Beings are running out fast.
6. I am a universal co-creator (in the divine sense of the word) 
7. As a co-creator Being I have screwed up big time, and needed to rectify what I screwed up.    
8. As a co-creator Being I have done absolutely nothing wrong. 
9. We, all Life Beings are One. At the ultimate level of Being, beyond this universe, there is only One Infinite Being, expressing in a Myriad various ways, thereby experiencing Itself. I am it. You are it. All Life is it. That's it. 
10. 1 + 1 = 1 (the whole) and simultaneously Infinity (because of the fractal Nature of it All).

These insights came to me spontaneously as I contemplated life as a third year BA Archaeology student, and the experience rocked my world to such a degree, that my Christian beliefs were completely shattered.

The Old Man

A couple of years later I met my one and only spiritual mentor, an old man in the Knysna forest, and spent a couple of months with him. 

The old man claimed to be an angelic walk-in from very high up. To this day, I believe him. His energy was VERY pure. But he also had an ego. Was a treat to know him.

The old man helped me wake up to one major topic, which I had not taken seriously up until that point: Extra Terrestrials. That was about it. That was pretty much mostly what we discussed at the time that I stayed with him in the forest.    

Avalon

I got married to the amazing woman who is my friend and lover to this day, and together we decided to see some of the world, and like many South Africans, this turned out to be working in the United Kingdom. We did this for two years.

During this time, I got an intuitive call to go to Glastonbury, of which I knew absolutely nothing, and to do a certain intuitive magical ceremony at the top of the Tor.

My partner and I did the ceremony together, and in so doing, I opened a portal for some of my Extra Terrestrial identities to merge with me consciously – a conscious integration of my over-soul.

One of the key identities is a draco from the Orion system, specifically from Alnilam. But other identities also surfaced, i.e. an avian from pretty high up in the dimensions (therefore no specific planetary system), and a feminine humanoid from the Pleiadian system, a “future self”.    

At this time I also re-connected with the Orion Serpent Mother as my spiritual guide and companion, who is the same essence as the Being who is the Earth Mother.  I call Her: “Ka”. Yes, She is the triple queen of the Galactic Empire. On Earth She is also known as Kali, the destroyer of the false ego.  

And before I could tell the old man about any of this exciting stuff, he died. Drat. Now I had to walk the path alone with my darling life companion; a bag full of alien memories and the Serpent Queen to guide my every step. And this we did!

Welcome to The Wandernaught!

My name is Tertius van der Merwe.

I am a husband and friend; musician; music producer; artist; entrepreneur; systems analyst and a metaphysical philosopher. That’s me, on Earth, in a nutshell.

This blog will mainly focus on the last bit, the metaphysical philosopher.

Am I a card carrying metaphysical philosopher?

Goodness no. Never had any interest in official qualifications. Too official for my taste.

But I do have a lot of insights which I tend to not share in social interactions, simply because the subject, when I get into it, is very intense, very challenging, and based on core assumptions.

Now. For you as reader, and hopefully follower of this blog, it would be a good idea if we start from a common understanding around these core assumptions. So here they are:

• There exists a reality in this universe which cannot be sensed by our 5 senses, and cannot be measured by our scientific instrumentation. 
• Extra Terrestrial life is real.
• Extra Terrestrial interference on the Earth is very old, and on-going.
• All mainstream science is flawed. 
• All religion, including the new age permutations, are a control system.
• The Being called God, exists.
• God is NOT my creator.
• God is but one co-creator of this Universe. But he was not the original creator of this universe.
• God sits at the pinnacle of an ancient global conspiracy to enslave humanity. The conspiracy runs deep, and has had countless names and permutations. 
• Faith, worship, prayer and some types of meditation, are control mechanisms of God and his enslavement conspiracy.
• All life is sacred (including God’s).
• The Goddess is equally real.
• The Goddess is the Mother, Womb of our co-creation with the original creative Being who first manifested this universe. She is the feminine side of that Being. God is NOT the mother's male companion. As with this universal Mother, that Being does not care for titles, and definitely not for any worship of any kind! 
• The Goddess is generally at the opposite and receiving end of the God conspiracy, universally.
• The Goddess resides in many key places such as: the Earth, Orion and the Milky Way Galactic Centre.
• I have shared infinite lifetimes with the Mother as intimate lover; as friend; as advisor; as avid, often even zealous, admirer – always as an equal.
• I, Tertius, have many Extra Terrestrial identities, and I am incarnated in many star systems. Some incarnations are human, some humanoid, some avian and some reptilian. 
• This universe operates on a fractal and binary wave-form principle, which encompass every single aspect of experience in it; on all levels of frequency and amplitude. 
• There are untold number of universes which operates on completely different rules than this universe. Some universes interweave with each other.
• This universe is completely separated from other universes, and not that easy to leave, once entered.
• My origin and home is in another universe.
• The truth be told, I am pretty much done with this universe. In other words, my mission is to “get er done”.

I think that about sums it up.

So. In my posts, this is the angle from which I look at and deliberate about, the world around me.

If any of these assumptions are problematic to you, the reader, then my friendly suggestion is that you do your own research, and follow the wisdom and Truth of your own Being, which is best accessed in your human heart / intuition (and not in your mind) .

I am not going to explain, discuss, justify or argue any of these core assumptions with anyone in the comments of my posts, which I will leave open.

Why not?

Because I have no time and energy, nor any interest, to argue the validity of my core assumptions. I have no obligation to explain nor prove anything to anyone. Deal with it :)

I hope you will enjoy this journey with me, and that we can teach each other many awesome new things.