Awakenings – part 2

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When you remember ET aspects of yourself, this does not mean that you have now arrived spiritually, nor can go back to a regular life. Quite the opposite!

Amongst many personal challenges, it is very normal, very human, to want to integrate and understand these extraordinary experiences, and invariably, these experiences took me on the path of a seeker.

As a seeker I had looked into countless metaphysical writings and philosophies. Down below are the three bodies of knowledge that helped me get prepared for “my integration”, which I will explain in the next post (awakenings – part 3).


Non-duality

My first important /core metaphysical discovery was “A Course in Miracles” through the work of Gary Reynard, through a book called “The Disappearance of the Universe”.

I understood these main ideas from the Gary Reynard / ACIM material:

• This universe was created by a son of god, who explored separation from god, and the creation that resulted, is an imperfect creation, because of the primary duality involved. The creation contains the good things (from god), but it also contains bad things, which has nothing to do with god (the father of the son).
• The deluded son suffers from a massive “super ego”, the belief that it is separate from a formless and identity-less spiritual essence (the father).
• As creations of the deluded son, we suffer from the same issues as the deluded son, the main issue is our ego.
• The creation of this universe, and the resulting egos, was and continues to be, a mistake.
• The mistake can only be rectified through unconditional forgiveness, of ourselves, of the deluded son and of the world around us.
• When all have forgiven all, this universe will be no more, it will disappear, and everything will be restored to such a degree that all experiences in this universe will be uncreated.

Interview with an Alien

Interview with an Alien, the testimony of Matilda O'donnell Macelroy, contained these ideas:

• All Life / Souls / Beings in this universe and on Earth as well, are infinite Beings, which have always existed, and which currently also exists outside of this universe.
• The original creator of this universe entrapped all souls in its universe. They are all giving live / animation, to this universal creator’s creation.
• Earth is a prison where those who question this creator are sent, as well as those souls who are so criminally deviant that they are beyond redemption.
• The Earth is under quarantine, as a prison system.
• The alien did not offer any solutions.

Cobra

Cobra puts out his ideas in the blog 2012portal.blogspot.com. Cobra’s material contains these ideas:

• This universe is a result of a primary anomaly. The anomaly is not a mistake, it is more a case of in a universe of infinite possibility this was bound to occur sometime, and in the case of this universe, it did occur.
• The primary anomaly was the cause of duality, principally light and darkness, and these two opposites has been at war with each other in this galaxy (he hasn’t yet mentioned other galaxies).
• In this galactic war between forces of the light and forces of the dark, the Earth, and people on Her surface, was taken hostage by the dark side.
• Light side is in the process of liberating the Earth from the dark side, but because it is a hostage situation, and because of very advanced weaponry used by the dark, the process of liberation has to be completed carefully.
• At some point, the light side will disable all of the hostage weaponry, and when this happens, The Event will occur.
• Cobra has consistently said that no time-frame can be given for when this Event will happen.
• When the Event will happen, the global economy will be restored to a gold-backed transitional economy, on the way to a money-less economy eventually. In addition advanced energy, healing and other cool technologies will be made available to humanity, to restore ourselves and our planet.
• Once we have raised our vibration enough after the Event, we will have official first contact.
• The Earth is the final frontier of the conflict between forces of the light, and forces of the dark. Once the Earth is liberated and restored, the dark will be eradicated completely from this universe.
• The final liberation is at hand, and issues such as the technological singularity and artificial intelligence, rouge cosmic planets, asteroids and meteorites are non-issues, because the forces of Light has it covered.
• Cobra claims to be in service to “the Goddess”, but has not yet explained the relationship between the god and the goddess in the context of the universal war.
• Cobra also seems to have a relationship with the good inner earth folk, the ascended masters, and other “positive” galactic forces.

 
My comments on these concepts:

As you can see, these are all very powerful and unusual metaphysical ideas, some even science fiction sounding. They share certain elements, and also contradict each other. The contradictions are not that easy to see, but in future blog posts I intend to get deeper into these contradictions, and also into the points of agreement.

But first just a couple of general observations:


Non-duality

Non-duality was like a sledge hammer to help me grow spiritually. Here are my conclusions on the ACIM / Reynard material:

• I reject the idea that we should aspire to have no ego whatsoever. Without an ego, we cannot operate in any level of this universe, because an ego is our collection of memories of unique and individual life experiences. Without an ego we will be suffering from the worst form of Alzheimer’s.
• I reject the idea that the creation of this universe was as a “mistake”. How can that which is perfect (what we all are in our Eternal Nature), make a mistake? I view this universe a tough school for self-discovery, no mistake made in its creation, and massive learning and self-discoveries made inside it.
• I reject the idea that the universe was created by the deluded son. From my perspective, the universe is co-created by all the Beings that lives in it, as Interview with an Alien explained. Yes there was an original creator, but we are all equal co-creators with that original creator of this universe. The reason why this distinction is critical is this: I am not the “deluded son”. Yes I have shared in his delusions for learning purposes, but I am not that Being. The original (first) creator of this universe is also not deluded. The delusions came later on from co-creators. 
• An egoless society lends itself to a hive mind mentality. This is a perfect control scenario for psychopaths.
• Unconditional forgiveness is a dream scenario for psychopaths. I screw you, you have to forgive me. I screw you some more. You have to forgive some more…  I don't think it works like that. 
• Yes, there is a false ego construct (since everything here is binary), and it is critical to become aware of its operation in our lives. The best way that I have discovered to deal with the false ego in my own life, is to adhere to the idea of the wiccan rede very alertly: “An it harm none, do what ye will.” Both ideas in the rede are equally important: the first bit deals with the false ego, and the second bit liberates us from the super ego control system (also known as the God program / matrix).
• The big personal aha in the ACIM / Reynard material was that the Christ idea is an integration of the dualities of this universe, within all of us, and once this is done, this universe will be no more. One classical concept which relates this idea as well is the gnostic idea of the apokatastasis: at the conclusion of this universe, all live, all Beings will be embody the Christ, and then we, as all souls who participated in this universe, will move on to whatever will be our next adventure.

Interview with an Alien

• Interview with an Alien communicated a massive Truth: we, all life, all souls in this universe, are all Eternal Beings, co-creating with this creator. This is fundamental, and I will get deeper into this in future posts.
• I reject the idea that we are prisoners, BUT I do accept that we are in a “quarantine zone”. From my perspective the “quarantine zone” / the veil / the frequency fence is more like a cocoon for "worms transforming into butterflies", than a prison. I will elaborate about the purpose of the veil in future posts :).
• Yes, the Earth consists of all sorts: brilliant artists, psychopaths and everything in-between.
• This body of material did not offer solutions, but then again, the messenger is not supposed to be the engineer, right?

Cobra

• It seems humanity is being prepared for “first contact”, and it seems the first contact ET’s we will encounter, will present themselves as our “saviors”, but in a feigned modest way. A case can be made that we would also want to help out of common decency, if we were in the shoes of the "light" side... but it is also true that humans should be left to fight their own battles in order to grow and to evolve. This is not an easy answer... both sides of the argument has validity. But I would prefer the light to neutralize the interference of the dark behind the scenes, and leave humanity alone to evolve into it's evolutionary destiny, unhindered by ET interference.  Why the fanfare?
• I expect “The Event” to occur, probably in our lifetimes, and I expect living conditions on Earth to improve dramatically as a result.
• I agree about the galactic war. I have witnessed some of it in my "spirit journeys".  
• I accept that there is a "hostage drama" going down on Earth for the past 300 000 years or so as a result of a war of the “light” against the “dark”. The part where I disagree with Cobra is in the solution. His solution is essentially an uncompromising eradication of all that is "dark". This wont work. In this universe it is impossible to eradicate “dark”, and completely focus on “light”. Why? It is a fractal waveform universe, consisting of up and down cycles. An up cycle needs the counter-balancing down cycle. When you move your intention exclusively to one direction (up or down), you will at some point be forced to experience the polar opposite. I therefore conclude that the Cobra material / agenda, does not wish to resolve duality, but rather, to perpetuate it. 
• According to my Pleiadian future self, artificial intelligence, transhumanism, extropianism, and so on, is a very real problem for the future of humanity and the rest of the galaxy. This path leads humans into becoming the Zeta Reticuli race in the deep future. I think we should worry about AI, and not leave it to some ET group to fix on our behalf...   
• I reject the idea that the primary duality is an anomaly, as with the ACIM material, my take is that there are no mistakes made on the level of awareness that manifests universes.
• There are other channels / contactees also putting out similar info to Cobra, one important source is Sheldon Niddle. His website is www.paoweb.com

This hopefully gives you some insight into the topics I discovered and deliberated about in my path for the past 20 years.

In the next post I will explain my latest metaphysical discovery, and how it integrates all the core pieces of the puzzle I had been collecting over the years.